For the first time in a while I feel the fog creeping over me. I have been sitting here, almost watching it. Its almost visible as a cloud. I have been taking my medication. I just feel it is going to take me over soon.
DOn't say cheer up or I will hunt you down..
I need to find my corporate smile.
Damn it. SO much to be thankful for and things to look forwards to.
I just want to curl up and cry. No reason.
I tried exercise.. No luck.
Time for a Dr appointment if only I had the time.
As my brother in law said to me on facebook
"sometimes no amount of logic, experience and hard-won wisdom is enough to stop the neurochemical tide"