Communication is the key
Its 9 days in to march and I have have thought up so many things to write about but I have had a lack of ability to communicate.
I am tired all the time and insomnia is savage atm. I am struggling to just get a few hours sleep or, on bad nights just not wake H up so at least he can drive and work safely.
My anxiety has been a big contributor to this..to counter, I have delved into my old standby philosophy and ethics. Always good to stretch the mind.
An ex, has been spreading lies about me, and whilst I don't care, I have a loathing for two faced, self important people. In no way will he ever say he is wrong and even gave me a list of answers to a narcissist symptom list to prove he was NOT a narcissist. .. OK I could use psychopath.. as he lacks empathy. If he uses asperger's one more time as an 'excuse ' I will break his nose.
I deal with people on the Autism spectrum all the time and was married to a highly functioning Aspy. In no way is it en excuse to be so cruel. Only psychopaths are so lacking in empathy.
Still!!!!!!
With every storm there is growth and I have met two lovely local ladies. One very close to me.
YAY YAY!!
I have been shopping my wardrobe, ferreting out pieces that have been buried or with tags still on.
In therapy, I came to the realisation that I am tired of shopping. I am tired of clutter, mess, piles, and clothes everywhere.
The idea fatigues me.
ANYWAY.. After the cut are my dirty mirror photos :)
I am tired all the time and insomnia is savage atm. I am struggling to just get a few hours sleep or, on bad nights just not wake H up so at least he can drive and work safely.
My anxiety has been a big contributor to this..to counter, I have delved into my old standby philosophy and ethics. Always good to stretch the mind.
An ex, has been spreading lies about me, and whilst I don't care, I have a loathing for two faced, self important people. In no way will he ever say he is wrong and even gave me a list of answers to a narcissist symptom list to prove he was NOT a narcissist. .. OK I could use psychopath.. as he lacks empathy. If he uses asperger's one more time as an 'excuse ' I will break his nose.
I deal with people on the Autism spectrum all the time and was married to a highly functioning Aspy. In no way is it en excuse to be so cruel. Only psychopaths are so lacking in empathy.
Still!!!!!!
With every storm there is growth and I have met two lovely local ladies. One very close to me.
YAY YAY!!
I have been shopping my wardrobe, ferreting out pieces that have been buried or with tags still on.
In therapy, I came to the realisation that I am tired of shopping. I am tired of clutter, mess, piles, and clothes everywhere.
The idea fatigues me.
ANYWAY.. After the cut are my dirty mirror photos :)
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| On Monday I went anti-grey for work |
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| Saturday. the dog, H and I went bushwalking |
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| I completed a watercolour |
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| Awesome shoe/boots |
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| Work outfit Monday last |
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| Workout outfit Wednesday last (This skirt started the fight) |
The checkered skirt in the last photo is from Society Plus. You can get a berry coloured one here.
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